If humans are exact–
inputting ideas as clear it can be,
then there’s no mystery to be deciphered.
I want to know more. What do you really mean?
If only I were a machine, life would be simpler,
don’t you think?
Speak what you mean,
So I can make us happy.
Disclaimer: This poem is not a suicidal poem. A reader found the poem offensive. He didn’t know that I was being sarcastic. People do read things differently. I was trying to emphasize the coldness of winter. I guess I fail as a poet. I hope his “God” will pardon his impoliteness.
I stood by the train.
Wind is blowing.
Engine is rumbling.
It’s cold, very cold.
Two scarves unfold.
Just wrap it around me
and turn me into a
I draw a line.
Dot dot dot…
Then a child took form.
She wants to play.
Catch the stars, if you can.
She reaches for it, but it keeps drifting
Maybe in space, we can both play.
In the winter, I went shopping and tried on many coats, but I thought what’s the point? I already have a lot of coats.
In the spring, I went on a date by myself. Why not? I can treat myself out occasionally.
In the summer, I went to a ball game. I almost fell asleep on the chair out of boredom. I don’t understand the rules.
Now it’s mid-fall, all I want to do is drink hot chocolate.
In the end, it doesn’t matter where you are, you can’t run from yourself.
Unless, you are literally in hell…I don’t think you have time to be depressed. Instead, you’d be in survival mode just like Rooney from NightCry.
Come on, if a monster is chasing you, are you going to just stand still and wait for it to rip you up? Nah, I think I am going to slap it back to hell. STAY DOWN GLOOMY FEELINGS!!
I don’t understand much about computers either,
“God is here”
Why do brain feel numb?
Why is body hurting?
Body is a machine.
Need to eat.
If you want a friend just connect to Lain. Place the cursor over the email icon. Then click twice to open link. Do you have a message? Who is it from?
I am just conscience
without a body.
Nice to meet you.”
If you iron your thoughts,your reality will appear to make sense. Put words in a dress and yet the meaning is still hidden. Eyes can see everything and yet still blind.
Just delete bad memories if you don’t want to remember. Just delete yourself if you don’t want to exist. Even if we delete ourselves, we are still connected.
This is a free verse/doodling for the animated series Serial Experiments Lain. What possessed me to watch it? Somehow, I remember an old chat friend telling me this was his favorite anime. He once said, “All you need is one person to believe in you.” I disagree. Actually, the only person you need to connect with is yourself. Once you are in tuned with yourself, then you can connect with others in a healthy way.